Post by Martin on Aug 24, 2010 19:18:24 GMT -5
Topic: a much needed break
Date: June 18th, 2009
Yo Diary
I couldn't stand being in my home, everything reminded me of her, after a lot of thought i decided that Tobias and I needed to get away from this place. I spoke to Eleazar a week ago and asked him if I could come and visit him and he had no objections. I thanked him and we ended the conversation. We mostly spoke about life, catching up on life. I found out Eleazar held no ill will against me, he understood my reason behind my choice for supporting those backstabbing bony old bastards.
I did not tell Eleazar about her or Tobias, I wanted to surprise him, he will be in awe when it comes to my son. No one has seen anyone like him; he is a genius and will surprise everyone. There is no one vampire or human that is smarter than my son, no one can compare to him he is the most important person in the world to me, I did tell him I had a surprise for him.
I watched my son sleep peacefully in his new bedroom. He is always such a quiet child and has grown so much in this last week. Tobias runs around now like a little manic, he is so energetic and everytime I try to hold him he squirms free and bolts, he hasn't spoken since she left. I know he misses her, the fact that he haven't spoken or called for her proves it.
I am hoping that getting away from this place would do us both good; I told Tobias that we were going away on a holiday and were going to meet a friend of mine. Tobias looked at me for a moment and then kicked up a storm, the little terror ran to his room and locked the door. I felt annoyed and folded my arms before I went outside and climbed through the window, Tobias was holding that book she used to read to him, Alice in Wonderland and sitting on her bed. "Come on little man we won't be gone for long, I promise." I told him, Tobias just looked at me and I smiled encouraging him to believe me and he sighed and climbed off the bed. He left the copy of Alice in Wonderland on the bed and hugged me.
I picked up my growing son and smiled "you will like Uncle Eleazar, he is an interesting man. I carried my son to the kitchen and got him some blood and fruit. Tobias refused to touch the formula anymore, so I cut up varius fruit or some healthy food for him to eat. I tried to keep the balance of blood and human food for him. While he ate I went and packed a case of clothing for him and also went to pack a case for myself. When I finished packing the bag, Tobias was drinking his blood. I wondered if he was going slower than usual to try and delay us from leaving home,. Tobias finished his food and I told him to go get dressed and he did. He left and returned a few minutes later wearing a black shirt and blue jeans.
He was also holding that book SHE got him!!!! I looked down at him and he held the book close to his chest and I hid my pain. I took our bags to the car and returned to find him sitting on the couch looking at the cover of the book. He traced his hands over the book image and I grabbed his shoes and socks and put them on him. I petted my son's head. "Tobias we are going to have so much fun." Tobias looked skeptically at me and I was determined to prove I was right.
Tobias carried the book with him to the car and climbed into his seat. I locked the front door and I got in to the car and checked on Tobias, he did not have his seatbelt on. "Tobias put your seatbelt on son." Tobias looked at me and did not move, it seems Tobias was going to have one of those tantrums. "Come on Tobias be good for papa." Tobias looked at me for a moment longer and jumped out of the car and ran off leaving the book in the seat. I banged my head against the steering wheel a few times and sighed.
"Come on son, your gonna make Papa cry." I spoke out knowing he could hear me, The thing is I couldn't cry even if I wanted to. I was just hoping he did not know that and he would feel guilty. Tobias actually came to the side of the car and I climbed out "That's my boy" I placed my hands out and moved in to hug him but as my arms closed he ducked out and ran off, the Punk was messing with me he ran off towards the beach and I could not help, but groan and complain "I am getting too old for this." I ran after my son, I had to give the boy credit he was fast.
I ran after my son and he ran from the front of the house to the beach at the back of the house I ran after my son watching him run as fast as he could, he turned back while he ran he had a smile on his face, I was so surprised he had a small grin on his face, yes of course he was enjoying himself all children enjoy messing with their parents heads.
I finally got within distance of my son and jumped to tackle him only to be eating the sand in his dust. I placed my chin on the palm of my hand as my elbow rested on the sand he stopped and looked at me standing so still. I got up and looked at him, he just looked at me and said nothing of course. Tobias bolted again down the beach and I ran after him, the little punk had a good head start on me "Tobias Stop" I said, raising my voice to my son for the first time.
I jumped up through the air and landed in front of him, i picked up my son and he started to kick and make a fuss. I walked with him towards the car and sighed. What was wrong with him? Why was he kicking up such a fuss? I sat Tobias In the car and did the seatbelt up myself and gave him his book that was still in the back seat. "Come on son, be a good boy for papa." Tobias looked at me and frowned he held the book close to his chest and I did up my seatbelt and we drove away.
I drove for the entire day and night until the sun came back out. I stopped for Tobias often, he needed to stretch his legs and eat and I made sure he did not bolt on me like back home. Tobias is currently sleeping his head resting on my knee. I feel bad for raising my voice to him, but he is acting so strange...I should be at the Denali's soon, maybe Tobias will settle down when he meets them.
~Brian Jacobson
Date: June 18th, 2009
Yo Diary
I couldn't stand being in my home, everything reminded me of her, after a lot of thought i decided that Tobias and I needed to get away from this place. I spoke to Eleazar a week ago and asked him if I could come and visit him and he had no objections. I thanked him and we ended the conversation. We mostly spoke about life, catching up on life. I found out Eleazar held no ill will against me, he understood my reason behind my choice for supporting those backstabbing bony old bastards.
I did not tell Eleazar about her or Tobias, I wanted to surprise him, he will be in awe when it comes to my son. No one has seen anyone like him; he is a genius and will surprise everyone. There is no one vampire or human that is smarter than my son, no one can compare to him he is the most important person in the world to me, I did tell him I had a surprise for him.
I watched my son sleep peacefully in his new bedroom. He is always such a quiet child and has grown so much in this last week. Tobias runs around now like a little manic, he is so energetic and everytime I try to hold him he squirms free and bolts, he hasn't spoken since she left. I know he misses her, the fact that he haven't spoken or called for her proves it.
I am hoping that getting away from this place would do us both good; I told Tobias that we were going away on a holiday and were going to meet a friend of mine. Tobias looked at me for a moment and then kicked up a storm, the little terror ran to his room and locked the door. I felt annoyed and folded my arms before I went outside and climbed through the window, Tobias was holding that book she used to read to him, Alice in Wonderland and sitting on her bed. "Come on little man we won't be gone for long, I promise." I told him, Tobias just looked at me and I smiled encouraging him to believe me and he sighed and climbed off the bed. He left the copy of Alice in Wonderland on the bed and hugged me.
I picked up my growing son and smiled "you will like Uncle Eleazar, he is an interesting man. I carried my son to the kitchen and got him some blood and fruit. Tobias refused to touch the formula anymore, so I cut up varius fruit or some healthy food for him to eat. I tried to keep the balance of blood and human food for him. While he ate I went and packed a case of clothing for him and also went to pack a case for myself. When I finished packing the bag, Tobias was drinking his blood. I wondered if he was going slower than usual to try and delay us from leaving home,. Tobias finished his food and I told him to go get dressed and he did. He left and returned a few minutes later wearing a black shirt and blue jeans.
He was also holding that book SHE got him!!!! I looked down at him and he held the book close to his chest and I hid my pain. I took our bags to the car and returned to find him sitting on the couch looking at the cover of the book. He traced his hands over the book image and I grabbed his shoes and socks and put them on him. I petted my son's head. "Tobias we are going to have so much fun." Tobias looked skeptically at me and I was determined to prove I was right.
Tobias carried the book with him to the car and climbed into his seat. I locked the front door and I got in to the car and checked on Tobias, he did not have his seatbelt on. "Tobias put your seatbelt on son." Tobias looked at me and did not move, it seems Tobias was going to have one of those tantrums. "Come on Tobias be good for papa." Tobias looked at me for a moment longer and jumped out of the car and ran off leaving the book in the seat. I banged my head against the steering wheel a few times and sighed.
"Come on son, your gonna make Papa cry." I spoke out knowing he could hear me, The thing is I couldn't cry even if I wanted to. I was just hoping he did not know that and he would feel guilty. Tobias actually came to the side of the car and I climbed out "That's my boy" I placed my hands out and moved in to hug him but as my arms closed he ducked out and ran off, the Punk was messing with me he ran off towards the beach and I could not help, but groan and complain "I am getting too old for this." I ran after my son, I had to give the boy credit he was fast.
I ran after my son and he ran from the front of the house to the beach at the back of the house I ran after my son watching him run as fast as he could, he turned back while he ran he had a smile on his face, I was so surprised he had a small grin on his face, yes of course he was enjoying himself all children enjoy messing with their parents heads.
I finally got within distance of my son and jumped to tackle him only to be eating the sand in his dust. I placed my chin on the palm of my hand as my elbow rested on the sand he stopped and looked at me standing so still. I got up and looked at him, he just looked at me and said nothing of course. Tobias bolted again down the beach and I ran after him, the little punk had a good head start on me "Tobias Stop" I said, raising my voice to my son for the first time.
I jumped up through the air and landed in front of him, i picked up my son and he started to kick and make a fuss. I walked with him towards the car and sighed. What was wrong with him? Why was he kicking up such a fuss? I sat Tobias In the car and did the seatbelt up myself and gave him his book that was still in the back seat. "Come on son, be a good boy for papa." Tobias looked at me and frowned he held the book close to his chest and I did up my seatbelt and we drove away.
I drove for the entire day and night until the sun came back out. I stopped for Tobias often, he needed to stretch his legs and eat and I made sure he did not bolt on me like back home. Tobias is currently sleeping his head resting on my knee. I feel bad for raising my voice to him, but he is acting so strange...I should be at the Denali's soon, maybe Tobias will settle down when he meets them.
~Brian Jacobson