Post by Martin on Aug 31, 2010 18:52:10 GMT -5
Topic: Time to go home
Date: June 21st, 2009
Yo Diary
I was surprised to see who Eleazar and Carman brought with them it was Carlisle & Esme Cullen, I asked Eleazar why they were here and they told me they were visiting too and I found this incredibly awkward, I mean I was a witness to their destruction and now they're standing right in front of me and sharing the same roof as me.
I introduced myself to Esme and Carlisle and apologised for baring witness to the wrong people. Carlisle told me he held no grudge and understood what I did and for what reason. I looked at the vegeterian vampires, they were all so understanding, it was strange, I heard a smashing sound in the next room "Tobias" I said in shock and ran to the living room. I moved to see my son standing over a broken coffee table, I sighed "BAD TOBIAS BAD." I scolded and he shrugged, my eyes twitched as I continued to watch the little punk.
Esme joined us and saw the mess "Oh my, is this your son?" she asked and I nodded "yeah this is the little punk and all his destructive glory." Esme chuckled and asked if she could hold Tobias "if you can catch him, go for it." I told her. Tobias did not like the sound of that and jumped from the ground to the couch and from the couch to behind the couch. He began to run and Esme ran after him, I folded my arms and watched as Kate came to see the commotion "not the coffee table, Brian your kid needs a leash." I was about to argue about that, but she made a valid point.
Kate joined me in watching Tobias run from Esme, Esme seemed to be having fun chasing after Tobias. Carlisle, Carmen & Eleazar joined us in watching Tobias, he sure had a knack for evading adults. Tobias was snickering while he ran, my son was looking back at Esme snickering what he didn't see was him running into a wall and falling flat on his ass.
I laughed hysterically seeing his disgrunted expression, Esme went to Tobias and lifted him up, at the same time Kate was cleaning up the mess from the coffee table . "Our house won't last another day of this child at this rate." Kate grumbled. Tobias struggled desperately to get free, Esme wanted to let him down. "No, no don't do it" I said calmly and Tobias scowled at me, I looked at him and half smiled. "Really Esme, I insist you feel free to hold him as much as you want." Esme thanked me and held Tobias close.
I excused myself from them all telling them that I needed to prepare my son's meal. I left and a few moments later Carlisle joined me in the kitchen alone, I did not say anything to be honest it felt weird being around a guy I was witnessing against. I continued to make the meal and heard him speak "is you're son always so energetic?" I looked at him "yes he is." I answered, "and has he always been so destructive." He asked again, I looked at Carlisle "it's just a phase?" I answered him.
Carlisle continued to watch me, "I think you're son may have hyperactive attention defisite disorder." I told him no that's not it, Tobias did as he was told...mostly, I explained to him he has been a little off since his mother left us and I did not have any idea what was wrong with him, to be honest it was a little frightening.
Carlisle suggested that Tobias was acting out wanting attention from a specific person, I looked at Carlisle "you mean he has been destroying everything in sight, because he wants attention from his mother." Carlisle nodded and it made a lot of sense to me at that moment. My son was acting out, wanting his mother...how could I not see the signs. Running away from me, the scowling at the women's affections, it was the wrong woman...he wanted his Mother.
I made a fist and slamed it on the counter, careful not to break it there had been enough damage in the Denali's home. I was royally fucked, how could I make Tobias understand that his Mother didn't want him....or me. I thanked Carlisle for his insight and asked him how he knew and he told me "having children teaches you a lot my friend and you will see that for yourself, you learn and grow as they do the same it is indeed an enriching experience." He said and I remembered that he considered the rest of his coven his children.
I finished preparing Tobias' meal and placed it on the kitchen table. I had no idea why they had a kitchen, it's not like they bring their dinner home from their hunts, but still today it would have some use. I went to the room to see Esme still holding a disgruntled Tobias. The way my son looked at me, let me tell you if looks could kill I would be dead seven times over already.
I went towards Esme and asked her if I could have my son back, she nodded "of course." she handed me Tobias and I held him close in the right way, with my hand ,I rubbed his back and walked to the kitchen, Carlisle sat out and joined the Denali's and I sat alone in the kitchen with my son on my lap. I started to feed him slowly and spoke to him, "Tobias..I know your suffering, you hurt inside, and you feel alone without her don't you." I asked him he nodded at me and I could see the surprised expression on his face.
I smiled "I know how you feel son, because I feel that way too. I loved your moma more than you will ever know, she had my heart and my soul, but moma is gone now son and she won't be coming back son." I looked at Tobias' expression his eyes showed so much sadness, it was unbareable, I tightened my grip, holding him close to me, "So it's just you and me little man just us against the world, I have you and you have me. I promise I will never leave you son, you know I love you don't you." I told him. Tobias stopped eating and moved his arms to wrap it around me, his tiny arms could make it all the way around me, but I felt his tiny fist clench onto my shirt "I love you too Papa" he said softly.
I was surprised to hear Tobias speak, the last time he spoke was when she left, I was also pleased because he said Papa. I mean it's not his first word, but still he said Papa. I felt such pride in my son. "I know you do." I said feeling joy. I finished feeding my son and looked at him, he really is a perfect child, there is no one like him.
I rubbed my son's back and smiled "ok now that we have all that sorted out, promise not to trash the Denali's stuff." T obias smiled and nodded his head "that's my boy." I spoke again with pride and carried him out to the room with the Denali's & their guests. Tobias looked at them and waved and I thought I heard Esme gush. "What a cute boy we should introduce him to Nessie." Esme said, "yes ,it could be good for them to be friends seeing as how their both hybrids." Carlisle added.
I thought about it and it did make sense, but right now I want to look after him and I think that means keeping him away from other vampires for a while. I decied that Tobias and I had stayed our welcome. I let Tobias play with Kate & Tanya while I had began to pack our things, Eleazar told me we were welcome to stay longer. I thanked him for his offer and told him that I thought some bonding time with Tobias is probably best for the boy. He needs to learn to rely on me and not a ghost.
Once everything was packed I put the kiddy leather jacket Kate had bought Tobias on him and set him in the seat next to me. I thanked the Denali's for the hospitality and told Carlisle & Esme it was a pleasure to meet them. Tobias seemed a little sad to leave, but I petted his head, my little man was an interesting fellow.
We drove all night, I made sure Tobias was wrapped in his blanket and the car heater was on for him. I was forced to stop driving when the sun came out and made a pit stop at a hotel where now we are waiting inside the hotel room. Tobias is sleeping in the bed wrapped around the blankets and I am writing to you, I have to go I need to find the food I prepared for Tobias for today.
Brian Jacobson.
Date: June 21st, 2009
Yo Diary
I was surprised to see who Eleazar and Carman brought with them it was Carlisle & Esme Cullen, I asked Eleazar why they were here and they told me they were visiting too and I found this incredibly awkward, I mean I was a witness to their destruction and now they're standing right in front of me and sharing the same roof as me.
I introduced myself to Esme and Carlisle and apologised for baring witness to the wrong people. Carlisle told me he held no grudge and understood what I did and for what reason. I looked at the vegeterian vampires, they were all so understanding, it was strange, I heard a smashing sound in the next room "Tobias" I said in shock and ran to the living room. I moved to see my son standing over a broken coffee table, I sighed "BAD TOBIAS BAD." I scolded and he shrugged, my eyes twitched as I continued to watch the little punk.
Esme joined us and saw the mess "Oh my, is this your son?" she asked and I nodded "yeah this is the little punk and all his destructive glory." Esme chuckled and asked if she could hold Tobias "if you can catch him, go for it." I told her. Tobias did not like the sound of that and jumped from the ground to the couch and from the couch to behind the couch. He began to run and Esme ran after him, I folded my arms and watched as Kate came to see the commotion "not the coffee table, Brian your kid needs a leash." I was about to argue about that, but she made a valid point.
Kate joined me in watching Tobias run from Esme, Esme seemed to be having fun chasing after Tobias. Carlisle, Carmen & Eleazar joined us in watching Tobias, he sure had a knack for evading adults. Tobias was snickering while he ran, my son was looking back at Esme snickering what he didn't see was him running into a wall and falling flat on his ass.
I laughed hysterically seeing his disgrunted expression, Esme went to Tobias and lifted him up, at the same time Kate was cleaning up the mess from the coffee table . "Our house won't last another day of this child at this rate." Kate grumbled. Tobias struggled desperately to get free, Esme wanted to let him down. "No, no don't do it" I said calmly and Tobias scowled at me, I looked at him and half smiled. "Really Esme, I insist you feel free to hold him as much as you want." Esme thanked me and held Tobias close.
I excused myself from them all telling them that I needed to prepare my son's meal. I left and a few moments later Carlisle joined me in the kitchen alone, I did not say anything to be honest it felt weird being around a guy I was witnessing against. I continued to make the meal and heard him speak "is you're son always so energetic?" I looked at him "yes he is." I answered, "and has he always been so destructive." He asked again, I looked at Carlisle "it's just a phase?" I answered him.
Carlisle continued to watch me, "I think you're son may have hyperactive attention defisite disorder." I told him no that's not it, Tobias did as he was told...mostly, I explained to him he has been a little off since his mother left us and I did not have any idea what was wrong with him, to be honest it was a little frightening.
Carlisle suggested that Tobias was acting out wanting attention from a specific person, I looked at Carlisle "you mean he has been destroying everything in sight, because he wants attention from his mother." Carlisle nodded and it made a lot of sense to me at that moment. My son was acting out, wanting his mother...how could I not see the signs. Running away from me, the scowling at the women's affections, it was the wrong woman...he wanted his Mother.
I made a fist and slamed it on the counter, careful not to break it there had been enough damage in the Denali's home. I was royally fucked, how could I make Tobias understand that his Mother didn't want him....or me. I thanked Carlisle for his insight and asked him how he knew and he told me "having children teaches you a lot my friend and you will see that for yourself, you learn and grow as they do the same it is indeed an enriching experience." He said and I remembered that he considered the rest of his coven his children.
I finished preparing Tobias' meal and placed it on the kitchen table. I had no idea why they had a kitchen, it's not like they bring their dinner home from their hunts, but still today it would have some use. I went to the room to see Esme still holding a disgruntled Tobias. The way my son looked at me, let me tell you if looks could kill I would be dead seven times over already.
I went towards Esme and asked her if I could have my son back, she nodded "of course." she handed me Tobias and I held him close in the right way, with my hand ,I rubbed his back and walked to the kitchen, Carlisle sat out and joined the Denali's and I sat alone in the kitchen with my son on my lap. I started to feed him slowly and spoke to him, "Tobias..I know your suffering, you hurt inside, and you feel alone without her don't you." I asked him he nodded at me and I could see the surprised expression on his face.
I smiled "I know how you feel son, because I feel that way too. I loved your moma more than you will ever know, she had my heart and my soul, but moma is gone now son and she won't be coming back son." I looked at Tobias' expression his eyes showed so much sadness, it was unbareable, I tightened my grip, holding him close to me, "So it's just you and me little man just us against the world, I have you and you have me. I promise I will never leave you son, you know I love you don't you." I told him. Tobias stopped eating and moved his arms to wrap it around me, his tiny arms could make it all the way around me, but I felt his tiny fist clench onto my shirt "I love you too Papa" he said softly.
I was surprised to hear Tobias speak, the last time he spoke was when she left, I was also pleased because he said Papa. I mean it's not his first word, but still he said Papa. I felt such pride in my son. "I know you do." I said feeling joy. I finished feeding my son and looked at him, he really is a perfect child, there is no one like him.
I rubbed my son's back and smiled "ok now that we have all that sorted out, promise not to trash the Denali's stuff." T obias smiled and nodded his head "that's my boy." I spoke again with pride and carried him out to the room with the Denali's & their guests. Tobias looked at them and waved and I thought I heard Esme gush. "What a cute boy we should introduce him to Nessie." Esme said, "yes ,it could be good for them to be friends seeing as how their both hybrids." Carlisle added.
I thought about it and it did make sense, but right now I want to look after him and I think that means keeping him away from other vampires for a while. I decied that Tobias and I had stayed our welcome. I let Tobias play with Kate & Tanya while I had began to pack our things, Eleazar told me we were welcome to stay longer. I thanked him for his offer and told him that I thought some bonding time with Tobias is probably best for the boy. He needs to learn to rely on me and not a ghost.
Once everything was packed I put the kiddy leather jacket Kate had bought Tobias on him and set him in the seat next to me. I thanked the Denali's for the hospitality and told Carlisle & Esme it was a pleasure to meet them. Tobias seemed a little sad to leave, but I petted his head, my little man was an interesting fellow.
We drove all night, I made sure Tobias was wrapped in his blanket and the car heater was on for him. I was forced to stop driving when the sun came out and made a pit stop at a hotel where now we are waiting inside the hotel room. Tobias is sleeping in the bed wrapped around the blankets and I am writing to you, I have to go I need to find the food I prepared for Tobias for today.
Brian Jacobson.