Post by Martin on Aug 9, 2010 17:49:34 GMT -5
Topic: Busy and loving it
Date: June 8th, 2009
Yo Diary
It's been a few days sincce I last wrote to you. Sarah has successfully changed to a vampire and let me say she is incredible, she is beyond perfection. I will get to Sarah later though, I need to tell you about my son, Tobias, the little man is growing fast. I am glad I listened to Aro and bought bigger clothing.
He is an intelligent child. I am not just saying that because he is my son, but I see wisdom in his eyes, it's the way he watches you, it's like he is aware of things that are happening.
Tobias also tends to scowl at you too, the other day while Sarah was still changing, I said something about Sarah never being that vocal during sex and he just gave me the scowl look, as if he was saying "too much info." My son of course has the sense to like blood. I have tried to give him the formula and he hates it, he won't even try it. The stuff smells foul so I can't really blame him. I won't force it on him, he is my little man.
Yesterday Tobias and I went to the city. I drove slower than normal since Tobias was with me, he seemed to enjoy the scent of the air on the drive. He made this frowning face in the town, until he smelt a human scent then he seemed to be a little more cheerful after that. I could not help, but say "that's my son."
I was so proud he recognized food when he smelled it, it was our job to bring back blood to last us a few days. Sarah's a newborn she would be thirsty constantly and Tobias needed blood too. I also had human baby food and formula that I'd bought, but since Tobias prefers blood I will not force that horrid food on him.
I like to take Tobias to the beach, he loves it there and is especially happy around it. I carry him up and down the beach and he smiles, he usually sniffs the air, I think he enjoys the scent of the air. Tobias just smiles at the beach and is a happy and quiet boy. The only time he cried was when Sarah was briefly dead.
Tobias is also a special child he is gifted. The day after he was born I was holding him and I suddenly felt a spark course through my body. I could smell the scent of humans all the way to the city and hear the traffic. I could see a lot better then usual too. I looked at my son in awe and he had this smug look on his face, but there was something else, I kept on getting the feeling he was trying to tell me something... I am probably being paranoid. I wondered how it was that he enhanced my senses back that time when I was swimming with Sarah.
Speaking of Sarah, she seems to be able to control herself, which is unusual. My theory is motherhood is the only thing keeping her sane. She should be running around like a lunatic, trying to kill anything with a pulse.
She is mostly the same, but a few things have changed its hard to put my finger on it. One thing for certain is she has become a lot more aggressive. She actually attacked Jane yesterday and kicked that dwaff's butt. She went out on her first hunting trip today with Demetri. I wanted to take her, but she did not want Tobias alone with the Voltori for some reason. I looked at Tobias and heard his heart beating, it was faster than a normal humans'. It made me remember his human side and I realized Sarah was right he would probably need the nutrients in the formula.
I tried to feed the formula to Tobias in the nursery and he kept pushing the bottle away. I raised an eyebrow and watch him scowl at me at that moment .I realized he would grow up to be as stubborn and defiant as his mother and I was screwed! I growled low and Tobias pushed the bottle away again. I could hear musical laughter and looked up to see Sarah, she was laughing at my annoyance and our son's defiance. Sarah came and took Tobias from me along with the bottle. I stood up and let her sit in the rocking chair and heard her say "come on little Tobias stop being naughty and behave for your papa." When she spoke, her voice was higher than when she was human. It would take me a while to get used to it.
I stood close by watching the two. I was in shock that Tobias started drinking the baby formula right away, I also felt a little annoyed too, the little punk was messing with me on purpose, he is just like his mother.
Sarah began to hum a song and I closed my eyes feeling Sarah's influence. It had become so much more powerful than when she was human. When she sang now I felt something around my heart....warmth. It's almost as if I was human, I feel inspired and a surge of energy is coursing through my body. It's like I can do anything, I am pumped up and ready to handle whatever is thrown at me. The effect doesn't last long, only an hour...sometimes two then the inspiration goes away and I return to normal.
I waited for Sarah eagerly, I wanted to go out and play with Tobias, we always went to the beach this time of the day. Sarah finally finished feeding him. I took Tobias from her and hugged my son. I said to Sarah, that Tobias and I were going out to play and Sarah told me "Not until I put some sunscreen on him." I frowned and she took Tobias back.
Our son seemed just as annoyed as Sarah put sunscreen all over his arms. I paced up and down inpatiently telling her to hurry up. Sarah gave me this look and I quieted down. Another thing about Sarah since becoming a vampire, she is actually scary....maybe it's more the fact she is a mother and not a newborn. I don't know,
Sarah finally finished, Tobias was covered and annoyed at the scent of the sunscreen and I didn't blame him. Sarah put some of that stuff on my nose yuck.
Sarah told us to scat and I was excited. I had my son and carried him outside. We ran along the beach and he was smiling having a blast. I kissed my son on the forehead, ignored the foul taste of the sunscreen and held my son close. We sat down on the sand and Tobias picked up some of the sand in his hand and made a fist full of sand. The sand fell from his fingers and I watched him and smiled. I spent the rest of the day on the beach with Tobias ,only coming back in when Sarah wanted to put another layer of sunscreen on our son.
It had started to get late and Sarah called us back in. We gave Tobias a bath to wash the sunscreen off and then Sarah sat in the rocking chair with him. I told her our son should have blood since for one thing it did not taste like shit and Sarah just rolled her eyes and allowed Tobias to have the blood.
Sarah asked Tobias if she could have some of his blood and I told Sarah I knew of good bottle that needed some sucking and only she was the one to do it. She gave me a dirty look and I smiled. Sarah began to sing another song while Tobias fed on the blood my son fell asleep half way through his meal.
Marcus came and watched Sarah and Tobias while she sang and told me that I was very lucky to have a muse like her and I knew he was right. Sarah continued to hold Tobias she seemed perfectly happy holding our son. When I look back on today, I remember seeing her sad, when Tobias and I were at the beach it's strange I wonder why she was sad. I need to figure that out, but right now I can't, it's my shift to watch Tobias.
Brian Jacobson
Date: June 8th, 2009
Yo Diary
It's been a few days sincce I last wrote to you. Sarah has successfully changed to a vampire and let me say she is incredible, she is beyond perfection. I will get to Sarah later though, I need to tell you about my son, Tobias, the little man is growing fast. I am glad I listened to Aro and bought bigger clothing.
He is an intelligent child. I am not just saying that because he is my son, but I see wisdom in his eyes, it's the way he watches you, it's like he is aware of things that are happening.
Tobias also tends to scowl at you too, the other day while Sarah was still changing, I said something about Sarah never being that vocal during sex and he just gave me the scowl look, as if he was saying "too much info." My son of course has the sense to like blood. I have tried to give him the formula and he hates it, he won't even try it. The stuff smells foul so I can't really blame him. I won't force it on him, he is my little man.
Yesterday Tobias and I went to the city. I drove slower than normal since Tobias was with me, he seemed to enjoy the scent of the air on the drive. He made this frowning face in the town, until he smelt a human scent then he seemed to be a little more cheerful after that. I could not help, but say "that's my son."
I was so proud he recognized food when he smelled it, it was our job to bring back blood to last us a few days. Sarah's a newborn she would be thirsty constantly and Tobias needed blood too. I also had human baby food and formula that I'd bought, but since Tobias prefers blood I will not force that horrid food on him.
I like to take Tobias to the beach, he loves it there and is especially happy around it. I carry him up and down the beach and he smiles, he usually sniffs the air, I think he enjoys the scent of the air. Tobias just smiles at the beach and is a happy and quiet boy. The only time he cried was when Sarah was briefly dead.
Tobias is also a special child he is gifted. The day after he was born I was holding him and I suddenly felt a spark course through my body. I could smell the scent of humans all the way to the city and hear the traffic. I could see a lot better then usual too. I looked at my son in awe and he had this smug look on his face, but there was something else, I kept on getting the feeling he was trying to tell me something... I am probably being paranoid. I wondered how it was that he enhanced my senses back that time when I was swimming with Sarah.
Speaking of Sarah, she seems to be able to control herself, which is unusual. My theory is motherhood is the only thing keeping her sane. She should be running around like a lunatic, trying to kill anything with a pulse.
She is mostly the same, but a few things have changed its hard to put my finger on it. One thing for certain is she has become a lot more aggressive. She actually attacked Jane yesterday and kicked that dwaff's butt. She went out on her first hunting trip today with Demetri. I wanted to take her, but she did not want Tobias alone with the Voltori for some reason. I looked at Tobias and heard his heart beating, it was faster than a normal humans'. It made me remember his human side and I realized Sarah was right he would probably need the nutrients in the formula.
I tried to feed the formula to Tobias in the nursery and he kept pushing the bottle away. I raised an eyebrow and watch him scowl at me at that moment .I realized he would grow up to be as stubborn and defiant as his mother and I was screwed! I growled low and Tobias pushed the bottle away again. I could hear musical laughter and looked up to see Sarah, she was laughing at my annoyance and our son's defiance. Sarah came and took Tobias from me along with the bottle. I stood up and let her sit in the rocking chair and heard her say "come on little Tobias stop being naughty and behave for your papa." When she spoke, her voice was higher than when she was human. It would take me a while to get used to it.
I stood close by watching the two. I was in shock that Tobias started drinking the baby formula right away, I also felt a little annoyed too, the little punk was messing with me on purpose, he is just like his mother.
Sarah began to hum a song and I closed my eyes feeling Sarah's influence. It had become so much more powerful than when she was human. When she sang now I felt something around my heart....warmth. It's almost as if I was human, I feel inspired and a surge of energy is coursing through my body. It's like I can do anything, I am pumped up and ready to handle whatever is thrown at me. The effect doesn't last long, only an hour...sometimes two then the inspiration goes away and I return to normal.
I waited for Sarah eagerly, I wanted to go out and play with Tobias, we always went to the beach this time of the day. Sarah finally finished feeding him. I took Tobias from her and hugged my son. I said to Sarah, that Tobias and I were going out to play and Sarah told me "Not until I put some sunscreen on him." I frowned and she took Tobias back.
Our son seemed just as annoyed as Sarah put sunscreen all over his arms. I paced up and down inpatiently telling her to hurry up. Sarah gave me this look and I quieted down. Another thing about Sarah since becoming a vampire, she is actually scary....maybe it's more the fact she is a mother and not a newborn. I don't know,
Sarah finally finished, Tobias was covered and annoyed at the scent of the sunscreen and I didn't blame him. Sarah put some of that stuff on my nose yuck.
Sarah told us to scat and I was excited. I had my son and carried him outside. We ran along the beach and he was smiling having a blast. I kissed my son on the forehead, ignored the foul taste of the sunscreen and held my son close. We sat down on the sand and Tobias picked up some of the sand in his hand and made a fist full of sand. The sand fell from his fingers and I watched him and smiled. I spent the rest of the day on the beach with Tobias ,only coming back in when Sarah wanted to put another layer of sunscreen on our son.
It had started to get late and Sarah called us back in. We gave Tobias a bath to wash the sunscreen off and then Sarah sat in the rocking chair with him. I told her our son should have blood since for one thing it did not taste like shit and Sarah just rolled her eyes and allowed Tobias to have the blood.
Sarah asked Tobias if she could have some of his blood and I told Sarah I knew of good bottle that needed some sucking and only she was the one to do it. She gave me a dirty look and I smiled. Sarah began to sing another song while Tobias fed on the blood my son fell asleep half way through his meal.
Marcus came and watched Sarah and Tobias while she sang and told me that I was very lucky to have a muse like her and I knew he was right. Sarah continued to hold Tobias she seemed perfectly happy holding our son. When I look back on today, I remember seeing her sad, when Tobias and I were at the beach it's strange I wonder why she was sad. I need to figure that out, but right now I can't, it's my shift to watch Tobias.
Brian Jacobson